Lately, so many good things have occurred and I still debate if it was the chicken or the egg that came first. I have been on a deep and wondrous quest to know God on all levels. I have always loved Jesus but I have not known just who He really is. I have been riding the fence for decades. I have tried spirituality on so many levels. I thought about going into Buddhism at one point in my life. This was only because it seemed to be more accepted. I knew my family had no issue with Buddhist. I knew that … Continue reading A journey toward Christianity.
This was my coffee area. I went through a period of being really, really into Manifesting. I watched hours of Esther’s teachings of Abraham, studied The Law of Attraction, watched The Secret over and over. I collected magazines and created dream boards and decorated a box and filled it with wishes and wants, calling it my dream box. Did I get any of my wishes and wants? Some, yes, however, not necessarily how or what I wanted in the exact form of my long list of desires. For example; I really wanted a home for my family and I made … Continue reading Mixing and matching spiritual doctrines and does it really serve us in the end?
(above photo of my Sammy beginning his own Bible investigation) Once upon a time, I was baptized a Roman Catholic, given a Jewish godfather, and then raised an atheist and to despise the church and not trust anyone toting a Bible. I was slightly brainwashed by my mother’s beliefs and teachings for years. She was smart and a voracious reader and seeker of truth, well educated, an attorney. She made a good case. She was also mentally ill and undiagnosed. Being an alcoholic didn’t help the matter. I listened to a mad woman who was very convincing. Those were some … Continue reading A journey toward God and faith to grow on.